Night Before Tomorrow

Walking around this place by myself
I find myself alone, and lost.
Once again, I've got this feeling in my gut
That says: " Let go."

But why is it that I find it so hard to do so?
Why am I so scared todo so?
Why is it that I love him so much?
Why can't I move on?

If I only knew the answers to the madness!
He seems not in to the space him and I are sharing.
He seems to be focused on his phone more than he is in me.
Is it that important?

Why do I feel replaced?
Could this be the end?
I want tonight to end,
For tomorrow to not come.

I don't know what I want
Forgive me, for my feelings
For I feel ashamed and drowning in guilt
I want tonight to end,
For tomorrow to not come...