Feelings Could Be Empty...

(I usually don't use bad language in my writing, but this is my way of expressing my heart).

All I can say is fuck it all, because there's nothing I can do to fix your broken heart.
Fuck it all, for feeling lost and most of all- unworthy.
Unworthy to love you right.
Unworthy to give up my pride and fears, for you.
Now you don't feel me.
You should see me now...

Look back at all the special moments we've had, together.
Did you ever took the time to realize how much I really do love you?
My candle is just, burning.
The flame is dying, babe, is dying.
How else can I make you understand this beating in my heart.
This beating that since the day I saw you for the first time hasn't gone away.

But you are still here, apart from your broken heart.
You still want me. Why, me? What the hell is it about me that you can't live without?
Fucking, explain to me why is it that I try my hardest to show you my love for you;
When your love comes so effortlessly.

Anytime I feel overwhelmed I just want to run away.
Oh so far away. Away from you, away from anything thay may hurt me.
And I can't even walk away from you when you make me feel not good enough.
Fuck you.

All the things I've been wanting have been layed out infront of me.
My path is up to me. My choices will cost me pain and dissapointment.
But you know what? I think I'll be just fine.

If you want me, come and get me.
Because I am fucking tired.
Show me that you love me, and I'll care.
Tell me what the fuck is it that you want
Because what I want is right infront of me, you.

I just want to be able to catch someone as they fall.
I want to be someone's light.
Someone's happiness.
Someone's galway girl...
I want to be the trust, loyalty, and commitment they'll never fnd anywhere else.
I want to be someone's sweetheart.
I want to be someone's love.
I want to be someone's wife.
I want to be someone's mother.
I want to be someone's best friend.
All I want is to be someone's home....

Do you still want me now?...of course not, because you know
You won't ever give me all those things in order for me to be happy.
The end.


(for anyone who read this-forgive me).